| Haven't written this blog for a long time.
Just listened a touchig song, feeling nice, haveing a good mood to write somethings.
Now, everythings is going to be choatic.
H1N1 influenceza A, economic depression, every news are different sad stories. Thanks god, but peace and well-being are full of my life.
Eventhough, there is some sadness and pressure from work....
Everythings seem fine.... Thanks god for what I have now.
Because of my beloved, I always feel happy.
1/5 we went Stanley together.
I don't know why, but we got 5 camera and we took many nice pics.
We sat down in the Stanley Military Cemetery, a quiet and a beautiful place.
We both enjoy this peaceful time. The ones who rests in the cemetery are the victims of world war,
many of the graves were made by their family.
It is cherishing that my beloved is just standing nearby me. 
Be honest, my work is stressful...especially to now.
Although, I am very lucky, there is lots of progress in my research,
especially I know that I am not a very good scientist, I still can make those many progress....
I feel stress now since I am doing an very important experiments which may determine the success of my project.
Up to now, the results seem bad. And my project may go bad too.....
What I can do now, is just waiting.... and hope that the grace will come again.....
But because of you, I can handle this pressure.
I can be strong eventhough I know I may lose in this time.
I know that nothing will be worst if you are still with me.
I know that finally I can solve this. Still feel shameful from god...Ha |
